Yeah I heard a faafafige tell me that. Short for "So Emotional"! LoL.
Okay so Im up early this morning. Went to take Dan to work, had some breakfast and coffee and camping out on the comp to finish up this assignment for my IS 407 class before I head on out to school all the way at UH-Manoa. Its gonna be a long day for me. Four classes back to back. No breaks. From 10:30 to 4:30. Grrr....how I hate tuesdays and thursdays. Oh and as a warning to you, I just had some coffee so dont mind me if I seem to ramble on from subject to farkin subject without making any sense at all.
ANYWAY, back to the point. Instead of going straight into my assignment, I decide to check the web for whatever might spark my interest for a few minutes while I still try to wake up. I check my cousin Nan's blogspot and she's posted a new blog about our beloved grandmother who has passed a few years back. And then the waterworks go into full blast. I cant stop crying. I cant think straight. I dont want to leave my dreamworld of memories. I want to stay in the moment where Im back in Sinamoga on Aunty Paugata's porch sitting next to Mama and holding her hand. With my Daddy next to me. Talking about what Im gonna do for school. I dont want to leave. I can still feel her soft frail hands and I can hear my daddy's voice. I feel safe. Happy. Loved. I wish all time would just stop and I can go back to that moment. I would give my soul to be able to see them again. To have just one more moment.
They were both taken away so abruptly. I never had a chance to say goodbye. No more hugs. No more kisses. No more moments of love.
Rest in Peace Mama and Daddy. You are in my heart forever and always.
Back to reality now.....
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Dan and I in Samoa 2006
I'm a fat gurl...my heart can't handle this shit!!
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Dan and I in Samoa 2006
4 comments:
awww...im so feelin u and nanny about the Nana part...
smile Ree....dats what your Nana wants you to do...Smile for her...hehe
anywhos...how are you gurl?
im leavin to go home nxt week sunday so we'll surely call u and Dan up so we can finally go for some free booze since we never got to go last time..hehe...
take care luv
alofaz from Laie...lol.(kuaback)..lol
awww sori cuzz for triggerin the waterworks. I know its tuff for u as well losing uncle and all. Gosh how it seems like it were just yesterday we had that reunion. Be strong my love, thanks for commenting on my blog.
I love u ree...mmmwah
Hey boo! Cool blog!hehe. So good to see you here! Yay!hehe.
Well just wanted to drop in and give you a big BLOG welcome! Hang in there cuz...I'm just wiping my own eyes as well...farken Nanny and the waterworks!heh. I know Mama and Uncle John wouldn't want us to be sad and I know that they're both looking down on all of us and smiling...so SMILE :)
Luv you!
Take care and say hi to Dan!
Mmmuah!
Thanks guys. Nothing like a good cry with a bunch of your best girlfriends :) Im actually glad I read Nan's blog this morning. Got me to do a lot of work today :) Hehe. Yeah so I missed two classes, but I spent the whole time in the library working on my project due next week! I swear! LoL.
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